Failure?

I totally blame the fact that I went to study in Malaysia, thats why I failed.
I failed because I say the truth and hence can't pass.
I was told I cannot criticize the Malaysian Govt. cuz the teacher will lose their job and I can only say things like the Govt is rite even though they are wrong and so the teacher gotta fail me ....

This juz turns me off, I guess this is a big blow to me :( and because of this I still can't figure out what I should do....

this is juz fuck up....

What the fuck is Truth?